Knight in Shining Armour (what the hey)

somewhere, in this endless world

i sit gazing into the beautiful night

deep in my heart is a desire, unspoken

i wait for a knight in shining armour

with eyes so kind, and sparkling

smile so endearing and cute

arms enveloping and warm

he is my dream come true

he fights my pain away

with his big beautiful sword

he wipes away my tears

with his weather roughened fingers

he is always by my side

come hell or high water

he will never leave my hand

not even in my darkest hour

he loves me, every moment of time

he loves me, when i love him back

he loves me, when i am lost in my own world

he loves me, even when i dont love myself

he is my salvation, he saves me

he is my shelter, when i want to run away

he protects me from this big world

and encloses me in his arms

i wish i can keep him forever

i wish i can win him back

for only he is my true hero

and me, that hero's princess...

ok this is the silliest poem i could have ever written..

dont know why i am publishing it...;)

Ratatouille

'Not everybody can be a great artist,

but a great artist can come from anywhere...'

- Anton Ego, Ratatouille

Ratatouille is one of the finest movies produced by Walt Disney, i think. It has the true flavour of an original Disney movie the way Walt Disney himself would have made it. It made a fresh and classy change from the crap Disney Productions have been dishing out each year....whoever in their right minds came up with High School Musical 1, 2 AND 3??????

Moving on, Ratatouille not only made me appreciate the fine qualities of cinema but also reawakened my age old  love for the French!!! Such a beautiful country...what culture, what people, what food and how can i forget, what language!!! Dont you just love the way they talk? Never in my entire existence will i be able to achieve the grace and subtlety of the French people....I could never integrate such gentleness and soft-spokenness in my speech! The chivalry in French men is sooo romantic!!

Ratatouille isnt just an another animated movie meant for kids. In fact, kids wont really appreciate the cream points of this movie. Oh, they will love the comedy and crazy-action sequences of the movie but thats all about it! Ratatouille could make an inspirational watch for all adults who have lost their motivation and focus in life...it makes you realise you dont have to be an expert to achieve your dreams. you could start at any point and still make it to your own personal top! The secret is passion!!! You have that and you are set...

Passion is the most under-stated yet the most important key ingredient for success! Fear and criticism of self can cripple you. Road to the stars wasnt made of people ready to support and pamper you at each step...

Certain times a perspective is all you need. In all aspects of life, when hope and enthusiasm desert you, perspective can be your best friend. Just know where you are going, your perspective will find you.After all, that is what Anton Ego meant. He just wanted a good perspective to redefine his love for food!

     'A little perspective. That's it. I'd like some fresh, clear, well seasoned perspective. Can you suggest a good wine to go with that? ' - Anton Ego, Ratatouille

I am proud to say that Ratatouille is one of my favourite movies which will always continue to inspire me to aim for goals that seem beyond my reach!

Strangers in the Rain

words dont flow, feelings are lost

a memory is all we have got

life seems so unthinkable now

walking alone along the road...

its empty and endless, dark and bleak

resemble my dreams, those awful dreams

night and day weave into themselves

cannot differentiate between dreams and reality...

i make myself get through the day, look around

i dont want to think about you, not now

i remember all the nasty things, still standing

wish all of them would melt away...

love is so easy, and beautiful

never manipulative and hurtful

yesterday it seemed so perfect

today it is a part of yesterday...

wish i could turn back tym, to those moments

when u needed me and i became blind

when i called out to you and you didnt turn

wish i could change them, change us instead...

its over and done with, never to be relived

a part of universe, a fragment in space

it will be assimilated in the sands of time

faded and unspoken, till God will give grace..

i know, i will live past this

you know, i will see you again

but, never will be a part of each other

not soulmates now, but strangers in the rain...

Child In My Arms

thousands of words, none complete

a single syllable is all i need

waiting for him, in this lonely day

i sit, gazing quietly at the sea

a lonely soul, i could never give

as much love that you desired

i was alone before, not anymore

our love is all we have to give

your love and mine, is real

this baby, its extension

how could you not see, what i saw

yourself moulded in him?

big brown eyes, goofy smile

energy of the sun, voice of the chimes

he sat beside me, held my hand,

i broke, when he called out 'mamma'

i took him in my arms, saw in his eyes

love equal, that you have for me

never in my life, i was so blessed

to have something twice over

his eyes mirrored, what i already knew

i was a woman now, not a girl anymore

i choked with tears with his first words

'papa' he called out, lost as i was before

didn't u want to be around, to see him

to hold him, and watch him grow?

your own flesh and blood, he was

why didnt you heart break when he left?

never forgotten, throughout lifetime

a dream he was, a frightening reality

will he return i wonder, to save us

and complete our incomplete family?

Perspective

i have never thought how colours influence your life......

your thinking or your state of mind....

the house renovation is complete and the house looks so much better...

its is a combination of spacial white and warm cozy brown....

with a splash of colours in the form of cushions....so stark a difference from the previous colour combination....

that used to make wanna throw up or gag to death(not kidding)...

this makes me want to sit and relax, gain perspective to small things in the world from the confines of my small but (now) beautiful living room....i feel so much better now....

aditi had said that i was being too negative....i had felt it then too...but now i just feel peace....inner peace. i can take on anything that comes my way, not afraid for my soul anymore......

destiny is all knowing.it will make things the best for me, if i cant do them myself.

such positivity in unnerving. because it is so rare for me...for the first time since november i feel this stable...emotionally. this is reflected in the colour of my template for my blog too. it was black first indicating depression. now it is white, indicating spiritual content. let this peace be with me for ever....thank you god...

Happy Shower

i was standing in the standing in the shower the other day...

i love it when hot water comes pouring down on my back,

caressing my shoulders, neck, torso and face.....

one of the miracles, id say, the shower...ingenious things invented for extreme human comfort...

your mind tends to wander in situations like these...relaxed that it is...

where does happiness comes from? whats the definition?

according to me, it is when your mind and body, heart and soul are in

perfect equilibrium with the positivity of the nature.........blah blah blah!

happiness is when you are satisfied with everything......PERIOD!!

who is the happiest person in this world? they say there is no person like this.

everybody has his own stress issues.......blah again....

i think my brother is the most satisfied person in this world.

H-A-P-P-Y!!!

he doesnt care what happens in this world...as long as it doesnt happen in his bedroom.

his daily goal....to make through the day with minimum movement.

his idea of work....is where he doesnt have to work.

his idea of party...sure, if Green Day is playing.

You would say he is lazy.

i would say he is smart.

he doesnt involve himself in commitments,

work wise or otherwise.

hence he doesnt face any ups and downs emotionally.

he is content..........

wish i was like that. wish i could stop thinking.

but i cant, though i have the greatest role model in my house.

boy i wander a lot. and m getting pruned!

stop now!